to me are the ones who make great impacts on my feelings.

I've lived through horrors, devils' doings, heartaches, and humans, so try to understand that I'm not exaggerating. I don't care about a lot of things, I am unconscious towards people's thoughts, but if you ever decided to enter my life, please, fucking understand that I have had severe depression and was extremely suicidal. And no, these things aren't simple pains where you can get the medicines in a nearby drugstore. There is never medicine.

I hope you too understand that I am one of those assholes who gives up on people easily. The thing is, I have no hopes towards any of you humans out there anymore. I don't trust anyone and I don't feel safe anywhere.

Don't worry though, I find it better to be for I am a much happier person today (I think).”

-Things I write when I'm tired and mad