But to think that we want to meet them again, we should already know why we want to and why we should. To be painfully honest, I don't miss all of my friends that has left. I miss some but not all. Is that selfish? 

I suppose not.

It's our choice to miss people, and it's our choice to keep missing them or not. I made my choice to not miss them all the time, but try to keep in contact because I do not want the same awful mistakes to happen twice.

I called the people I missed most last night. It was a pretty long call, and I felt so relieved when I called them. I cried whilst talking to them, mostly to the first person because I haven't seen her in months. I will see her though, and I hope we're still the same.

As time and place changes, I figured things would change too. And I also figured that I couldn't possibly just stay in my comfort zone until I leave High school so I decided to move school until I'm enough of ATC. I'm not full of ATC yet, so I wouldn't probably be moving this academic year.

And as much as I hope for things to change (in a good and pleasing way), I'm not only moving out of school. I'm moving out of state (that's what my heart desires, and I hope that's what my father and fate desires too). I just desperately hope Allah will put a good change in my life (without taking somebody/something away from me) before I turn 20. Because I believe life should be most experienced through young ages first.

I know that these changes will come to me at the right time (as Allah has promised) but it's not wrong to keep praying right?

Plus, I learned my lessons a lot from the people who have moved away from me a few miles, so I guess it would be fair enough if I move farther to give them lessons too. That's all I wanted to say for now, I hope you're having a wonderful day.

Happy Eid Mubarak to the Muslim families out there :) and Happy Saturday for everyone!